What is real? How do you define real?

In case you’re wondering, the title of this post is from “The Matrix.” Larry Fishburne was great in it. :)

Reva made a great post about bloggies and about comments to your blog. I don’t wanna talk about the bloggies. I wanna talk about commenting from people you have known from real life.

Just want you to know this is a long post. You’ve been warned.

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One time…At band camp…

We went to eat sushi tonight, to some place out on Manchester. I probably could have told you what it was called, but I Really don’t remember now. ;) Anyways, orderd bunch of sushi. And we got shabu shabu, where we cook everything in a pot, and pretty much eat it from there. cybr didn’t like that too much, there were too many veggies and not enough meat to eat lol. He was still hungry. After a few beers though he was alright. ;) Then after coaxing another friend, we went to Hotshots. Had a beer, since it was game night, and beers were 1.50. I didn’t Really want to drink more than that, since I was driving, and well I don’t like to do that. :) Otherwise, I’d have been drinking shots baby yeah! lol all in all it was alright. The japanese food was great. :)

“It reminds me of something that Yoko Ono once said to Malcolm X in a bistro in Rome. “Oh the food’s terrible. But the waiter’s hilarious.””

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Beautiful Life…

I’ve been watching a Japanese drama called Beautiful Life. It’s about this young man who falls in love with this woman, who is in a wheelchair due to illness. So far it’s been a great drama. As her condition worsens, things only get more complicated. This drama is so sad, but I can’t stop watching it!

“So you’ll stay with me, even though I’m in a wheelchair?”

“Yeah.”

“Even if I’m Really sick, and I can’t be a normal woman?”

“Yeah.”

“Even if…I die?”

“Yeah. I’ll be with you forever.”

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It’s Friday.

Whoa, hardly any posts for the past two days. What’s up with that? You’d think I was busy or something. Oh yeah, I was.

Yesterday was a crazy day at work. I’ll leave it at that. Other than that, went to visit a friend who just started bartending at a family restaraunt. Nice place. Cannolli’s in Florrisant. I recommend it. Great Pizza, and nice atmosphere, even if the pizza is “cracker pizza”.

I know I posted about this poem before but I thought it was worth repeating. I love you guys!

The Time is Now
author unknown

If you are ever going to love me,
love me now, while I can know
The sweet and tender feelings
Which from true affection flow.

Love me now,
while I am living.
Do not wait until I am gone
And then have it chiseled in marble
Sweet words on ice-cold stone.

If you have tender thoughts of me
Please tell me now
If you wait until I am sleeping
Never to awaken,
There will be death between us
And I will not hear you then.

So, if you love me, even a little bit,
Let me know it while I am still living,
So I can treasure it.

Updated: I forgot to plug Amy’s new domain, SimplyNeurotic.com. :)

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It’s Wednesday.

What can I say it’s Wednesday yet again. Seems like only yesterday I was writing something about wednesday. Of course, that was a week ago. ;) (yes, I am the Master of the Obvious!)

I have no eventful plans for today. I’m done stressing out on all the stupid stuff, and taking it easy. I finally got in my VCD’s and DVD from YesAsia. I also got a bunch of new Japanese Drama. I love these things. I’m sure Jules is probably tired of hearing about them. :)

I added a new blogrolling today for PsychoBlogger run sites. If you’re running Psychoblogger either in production or development, let me know, so I can add you to the list. Currently there are only 3 sites on there. :) I just haven’t been pushing it. Any hacks are appreciated too. :)

The new version of Psychoblogger will be out when it comes out. I’m still working on a few concepts before I decide to dive right into the programming of it. I’ve already made many changes to the back end, which most PB authors will find useful. (I hope)

Other than that, I woke up at 3am today, came into work at 5. There were hardly any cars on the road. I loved it. :) But now I’m tired. LOL Must sleep earlier tonight. :) zzzzzZZZZ

P.S. I’m still not sure what to use for an anti-spam gateway. The company uses Exchange Server, since it’s your typical coporate mail server. Anyone know of an alternate mail server that works identical to exchange that works with Outlook? =p

Update: I forgot to mention that you can vote for the bloggies now. You choose who is the best of the best! :) ssh it’s a secret who I vote for. :)

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It’s Tuesday.

Yes, I’m up late. I can’t sleep. I’m weird like that. Insomnia. It’s all crazy. Actually I’m getting sleeepy now. :)

Ever miss missing someone? I know I’ve mentioned it so many damn times around here. But don’t you miss missing someone like your significant other? I know it sounds silly but I just remember having that conversation with my friend Michelle. I guess it’s hard to explain. If you feel that way, then you know what I mean.

Sometimes I feel like I want to drive. Just drive and go where the day takes me. Those are such the best drives. I feel the need for a good road trip coming on. I might have to take a 3 day weekend and just drive, take some pictures (because Ashley inspired me to take photos again), and just drive.

There’s nothing quite like the feeling of the open road. I’ve driven across the US 2 times, and I want to drive more. I want to experience a sunset in every state. I want to see the rocky mountains from every angle. I want to watch it rain in Seattle. I want to feel the snow falling in Maine. I want to drive.

When I drive the open road, where you’re the only car on the road for miles on end, I feel that slight rush. That feeling that I’m living in a movie. A movie about adventure, espionage (because I have to be a spy like James Bond), intrigue, suspense, and drama. I want my life to be a movie. That’s how I feel when I’m driving.

Where am I driving to? Who knows. I’m going where the day takes me like I said. I could be in Arizona one day, New Orleans another day, or San Francisco another. There’s no final destination, because the road is open. The road is free. I just want to drive.

Updated: Just wanted to add a quote. It’s in my randoms, and thought to put it here:

“I live my life a quarter mile at a time. For those 10 seconds…I’m free.”

Ok I’m done. :)

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