Ok, so it’s late, and I can’t sleep. Instead I sit at this computer wondering what I could do. Insomnia is a killer, I tell you. Hopefully the doctor comes up with something. I’m sure it will require the use of some drugs. I heard him mention Ambien. I wonder how that will work with me. I asked him about my blood pressure, and he first started out with this cheery tidbit. That many diabetics go throughout life without any complications, any issues, and that’s that. Then there are those where everything that could go wrong with having diabetes go wrong. Call it malignant diabetes if you will. That’s what I have. He tells me I’m unfortunate, I just call it Karma. I must have been a really bad person in a prior life. Then he proceeds to tell me that I have what’s called resistant hypertension. It’s a real term, honestly.

So yeah, my health is pretty much crazy right now. And you know what, that’s really only the beginning. There’s so much going on, I’ve got information overload right now. And honestly, these post titles are turning out to be coincidentally about fire. seriously! If you’re not sure what the title post is from, it’s from a musical episode (the only musical episode) of Buffy the Vampire Slayer. (Once more with feeling)

Oh and I’m still trying to figure out this song!